Today I am up at the hospital with Macey. I thought it may cheer my dad up a bit to see her. We are all doing a little better today dealing with the news from yesterday. I still want the opportunity to talk to my dad alone. I feel like I really need that.

An old man approached me in the hospital as I was making Macey a bottle. He asked if I would bring her to his wife's room because she loves babies and it would really cheer her up. It was a little awkward, but I know being on the cancer floor, anything you can do to cheer the patients up is a plus. I stopped in her room and she was holding Macey smiling at her. She said today she would be going to a nursing home. She said she only has six months to live. I was glad that I was able to give her a few moments of happiness and joy. It makes me feel good. It just makes me believe even more that Macey was born when she was for a reason. She gives me something to focus on, and she makes not only me, but other people happy. For a brief moment she can make people forget about Cancer and sadness.