I can't believe that it has been a week and a day since my dad passed. It doesn't seem like that long - but then it also seems like a lifetime ago.

I don't think reality has sunk in yet. I still feel pretty numb. I know someday soon, it is going to hit me, and then it will be very hard for me.

Right now, the best way to explain my emotions, is that I am very sad. I miss my dad. I know he is in a better place, and he has sent us several signs now, but I just miss him. I am sad knowing that I will not see him again in my lifetime. I am sad because McKenna still doesn't get it. I wonder how long it is before she forgets him?

The last week has been so hectic, and I am just trying to catch my breath now.