I've been having a really hard time the last couple of days. Not sure why it has been so hard. I woke up Saturday crying. I cried Saturday afternoon. I cried yesterday. I cried on my way into work this morning. I don't know why it is getting harder instead of easier. I wish some of this pain would go away.
loosing a parent.. i'm learning.. is not something we heal from.. it's something we end up just living with.. i work with a woman who lost her dad fifteen years ago and the wound is still very fresh.. let yourself have your moments.. i know you know that...
ReplyDeletehave you ever been to the kidney cancer konnection chat? on wed we meet to talk about loosing a loved one... i will be there :)